No effing idea. I needed to rhyme. Bleh.

FUCK THIS.
I just don't understand.

I fell down,
how much further can I go,
before I trip up again?
I wanna run away,
To Wonderland,
Lets ask Alice if we can make a plan,
Maybe take it all apart,
and find ourselves instead.
We took the long road,
forgot the obvious choice,
and almost forgot the sound of your voice.
Awful, and painfully well,
Were you a tattle tale?
I need an answer to make time tell again,
I sold my soul to pay my fathers bail.
My greatest weapon used to be this pen,
now in this time of destruction,
utter defiance and pain,
I wonder what ever happened to Barbie and Ken?
They were so picture perfect,
It made me want to melt my skin.
Take a step back,
fall up,
and try not to crack.


Sitting on your bed,
your crying again.
What do I do,
what can I say,
so that you'll believe me when I tell you,
It'll all be ok?
I don't want to lie,
cheat and steal,
this pain is all too real.
I spilled the bottle,
took all the pills,
why are you letting me dance with these thrills?
your supposed to protect,
my safe haven,
died long ago,
traded for some liquor and the promise of a better day.
Need a pick me up,
take a bow,
I'm leaving you now.
Look at the day,
take a break,
maybe you'll find some other way,
is this as good as it gets?
Do I need to send myself on the fritz,
taking sick leave,
never to return.
Theres a pack of cigarettes,
cancer sticks coated in sugar.
Show off,
maybe take a little,
bring it to the next level,
hide behind the devil,
watch the ghosts run and hide,
taking a ride,
Will you ever abide?


FUCK. I can't write worth shit. Sorry. I needed to rhyme.