"Fear is like saying you have something to loose."
If that's true. then i'm a much bigger hypocrite then I thought.
Because i'm absouluety terrified. So muchly so.
But If fear is saying you have something to loose, then I have a
lot more to loose before i'm done for.
I guess somewhere down deep i knew that.
But still.
Fear is an emotion, but its also a lifestyle and a choice.
You can be afraid of spiders, snakes, or something like drowning.
thats emotion. its your body telling you that its dangerous.
But that choice, you have that choice of deciding whether or not
to believe yourself when you think "oh no a spider!"
you can choose to be afraid, or you can choose to let it go,
no big deal.
Thats where lifestyle comes into play.
If you choose to be afraid of that spider.
eventually it morphs into something else.
and suddenly your living controled by that fear.
You have to address your problem,
but now your afraid of that too.
Now you won't listen to anyone, even though
you know they're right.
Now your in denial. and then you do something.
something very stupid.
it could be anything.
but it tears your whole life apart.
and suddenly your lost inside yourself and your fears.
your just plain lost, with no idea how you got there,
or how to get back.
and it takes twice as much effort to get back to "normal"
Now you have to talk.
To get help
and thats scary.
more scary then the damn spider.
but that spider caused this whole ordeal in the long run,
didn't he?
because you chose to be afraid.
You chose.
If everythings really all linked together,
then next time you see that spider you better be careful,
next time you see that spider?
You better make the right choice,
because fear can suddenly take over at any moment.
Are you afriad?
Can you choose?
Don't let a spider rule your life.
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